Wednesday, January 3, 2007

Year 2006… full of excruciating experiences…

Year 2006 was full of pain, dejection, disgrace and remorse, in both personal and professional front. It brought me long harrowing experiences back to back, few of them I am still struggling to overcome. Things went so bad and so out of control that I can distinctly rank it as the worst year till now. Hope 2006 remains the worst year for I don’t want to experience similar situations ever.

When I look back over the year the biggest blows came when I lost two angels of my life, P n P(will tell you more about them in subsequent blogs). I feel ashamed when I reminisce of things I did to them. I can’t believe that I made those choices. I am carrying the burden of loss of two relationships... don’t feel good about myself.

I pray god to make me a better person and give me strength to endure this pain before it breaks me. And I promise that I will be more cautious not to hurt anyone’s feelings.

Hope year 2007 will bring some good moments in life.